outtamyshell
01-14-2009, 12:52 AM
I was reading the Autobiography of John Stuart Mill in the Gateway to the Great Books series that I picked up at the library book sale recently, and he's giving me all kinds of things to think about. I'm beginning to rethink my educational goals. Or perhaps I am just rationalizing why it's okay that my daughter got a C in her Pre-Calculus Trig class at the community college last semester.
John Stuart Mill had an incredibly robust academic education. It doesn't sound like his childhood included much else. But it did open my eyes to what it is possible for a child to learn. Obviously I could never come close to providing this education to my child if for no other reason than because my own was far too lacking. And because there was no balance at all... just academics in his life. Taught by his father and exposed to almost no one and nothing else.
One thing was clear from this essay though... his father did not follow the trivium. He expected rhetoric level work at a much earlier age than would be expected in classical education. At one point Mill describes being exposed to all of this information and not being able to make sense of it. And that his Dad was angry that he wasn't able to do what was expected of him. But the information stayed with him and made more sense to him later in life. He also talked about how he started his adult life 20 years ahead of his peers because of the quality of his education. I got the impression that he benefited from the exposure to advanced thinking, but disappointing his father caused stress.
I think I am drawn to classical education because I know average kids are capable of doing so much more - of understanding so much more than what our society expects. But I find myself influenced by today's standards. Inflated GPAs mean my daughter needs As to get into college and have a chance at any scholarships. I sometimes just make her work at something until she earns an A. But I guess John Stuart Mill made me rethink my position. Perhaps she's better off being pushed to do more and learn more and be exposed to more - even if she doesn't master it.
To put it mathematically... If I expose her to 100 units of iinformation and she masters 95% of it, she earns an A. But if I expose her to 500 units of information and she master only 50% of it, she's still learned 250 units. Which option provides a better education and which one provides a better grade? Perhaps this is the rationalization for those that don't provide grades.
I suppose my thoughts are nothing new. It's the same old struggle between providing the most robust education I can give my child and jumping through enough hoops to get her credentials. But reading this essay gave me a different perspective on how this plays out in real life. My junior in high school took her first college classes and got a C in her math class. She enjoyed it, did well on the final, and wants to continue on to calculus (and calculus based physics) next year even though she already has four math credits and currently plans to be a lawyer. That should be considered a homeschool success story. And yet I find myself worried that her low GPA is going to make it difficult to get into the college of her choice.
I've decided that the best education to me is measured by what she learns. And I am going to try not to worry about grades. So if I push her into too many classes again next year, or she signs up for a class that is a stretch for her, I will try to take a deep breath and pay more attention to the girl I'm raising rather than the resume we are building.
John Stuart Mill had an incredibly robust academic education. It doesn't sound like his childhood included much else. But it did open my eyes to what it is possible for a child to learn. Obviously I could never come close to providing this education to my child if for no other reason than because my own was far too lacking. And because there was no balance at all... just academics in his life. Taught by his father and exposed to almost no one and nothing else.
One thing was clear from this essay though... his father did not follow the trivium. He expected rhetoric level work at a much earlier age than would be expected in classical education. At one point Mill describes being exposed to all of this information and not being able to make sense of it. And that his Dad was angry that he wasn't able to do what was expected of him. But the information stayed with him and made more sense to him later in life. He also talked about how he started his adult life 20 years ahead of his peers because of the quality of his education. I got the impression that he benefited from the exposure to advanced thinking, but disappointing his father caused stress.
I think I am drawn to classical education because I know average kids are capable of doing so much more - of understanding so much more than what our society expects. But I find myself influenced by today's standards. Inflated GPAs mean my daughter needs As to get into college and have a chance at any scholarships. I sometimes just make her work at something until she earns an A. But I guess John Stuart Mill made me rethink my position. Perhaps she's better off being pushed to do more and learn more and be exposed to more - even if she doesn't master it.
To put it mathematically... If I expose her to 100 units of iinformation and she masters 95% of it, she earns an A. But if I expose her to 500 units of information and she master only 50% of it, she's still learned 250 units. Which option provides a better education and which one provides a better grade? Perhaps this is the rationalization for those that don't provide grades.
I suppose my thoughts are nothing new. It's the same old struggle between providing the most robust education I can give my child and jumping through enough hoops to get her credentials. But reading this essay gave me a different perspective on how this plays out in real life. My junior in high school took her first college classes and got a C in her math class. She enjoyed it, did well on the final, and wants to continue on to calculus (and calculus based physics) next year even though she already has four math credits and currently plans to be a lawyer. That should be considered a homeschool success story. And yet I find myself worried that her low GPA is going to make it difficult to get into the college of her choice.
I've decided that the best education to me is measured by what she learns. And I am going to try not to worry about grades. So if I push her into too many classes again next year, or she signs up for a class that is a stretch for her, I will try to take a deep breath and pay more attention to the girl I'm raising rather than the resume we are building.